go watch "Transformers"!! It's totally awesome! Honestly, if my brother didnt explain to me how they made those effects, I would have totally believed that it was REAL!!!!! Woah!!!!!

I'm not totally happy at CWSS. I'm moody all the time. Maybe it's because of the new environment? New ppl, new working system, etc, etc. I'm jus not happy! Maybe it's because I cant get a chance to laugh really loudly. My life really depends on laughter. Laughter really chases away any kind of depression that I would have. I'd be much happier too! At sch, as a student, I can get to laugh over silly stuffs with classmates and friends. But as a higher authority personal, I cant do that! it's all about the image stuff. Look! i cant even lie down and sleep on the table without getting a tell-off! Normally, when I get a tell-off from someone, I'd be able to get over it like really quickly. But now, I cant. Why? Coz i'm not happy at all!

I miss laughter.

I miss laughing at anytime I want.

I miss losing my image and do stupid stuffs infront of people.

I miss shooting sacarstic remarks at teachers.

I miss my happy self..........

I want to be a student. Teaching is really a lonely job. OMG. Where has my passion gone?

Like what my brother said, I am an anti-socialist afterall. I just wont admit it. I come up with too many stupid reasons.

I dont want to be an ANTI-SOCIALIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!