Good news! Haruhi is finally in love! wa.. at last la... Wake up already.. But i hope Ouran High School don't end so soon. At least drag til about 22-23 volumes la.. Now only 12 lez.. Sad la.. So slow...
Anyways.. Yeah! Story finally gets going. So the author IS a haruXtamaki fan. Haha.. Was hoping to see more of haruXkyouya development b4 the real couple. Opps. hehehe... Haha........
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Why is there bully in this world? Why me?
-Dumbfounded- How should I answer?
(The world is not as simple and lovable as I used to look at. Simple things are not beautiful anymore. Only layers and layers of complexity can make a person feel surprised and look at it in awe. There's this passage in "Little Prince" that left me with the deepest impression of all. The kid told the adults. I saw a beautiful house. It's built with dark red bricks, the balcony is filled with beautiful flowers. There's even doves on the window sills. The adults would not be able to imagine or even come up with the image of the hose. What you have to say is that you saw a house that is worth 200000USD. They'll definitely reply, Oh, what a beautiful house. When has my world become so.. money-minded? Everything is worth in dollars and cents. Nothing much is worth in its own value. When has beauty, pride, dignity and even life become measurable in $$$? Why has faith, determination and justice be able to be bribed under the enormous burden of $$$??? Why has $$$ make the world go round? What have we done to dear Mother Gaia with our numbers and selfish thoughts? Isn't life more important than other things? Why do u treasure $$$ more than the value of life? Isn't life the main source of our value of living? Can anybody tell me.... Why is there bully in this world......?)
Sunday, January 27, 2008
I ate my words.. Big time... Now feeling full and sleepy from all the words tt i ate. Argh... Bleah. Whatever.....
I took a taxi to school today. When I wanted to boycott taking taxi. Sigh.. I blame it on punctuality. I dun wanna be late for the pre-presentation preparation. I grudge the bloody hot weather. Goodness. Who wants to stand under the hot sun and travel for an hour??? I point my finger at the bus-stop that easily attracts taxis to arrive. If there weren't any taxi within 5 minutes, I was planning to take the train. But within 5 seconds, 2 zoomed towards me.
at 1230 sharp, I am in desperate need of caffeine. Gulp!
Thursday, January 24, 2008
was reading through my past posts... They were all so... BORING!!! Yawn... Decided to post something "healthy". Rather den all the grumblings and sadness. MUST BE POSITIVE!!!
So, I'll start by telling a story of a very funny friend that I have. Shall not name any names.. ok, maybe just the initial la.. Hehe.. U noe who u are, TXL!!!
So, last year when TXL and I went to JE's K0box to sing our hearts out. TXL did a very stupid thing that made me totally confused. She went to push the door glass door when it clearly said "PULL"!!!! Er.. That's not all. She had a puzzled look on her face and kept examine the door. Then she was trying all her best to push the door!!! She pushed, and she pushed and she pushed with all her might! But the door wouldnt budge at all! Of course it wont! It's a one-way door la.. Goodness me. The ppl queueing inside were already looking at her, wondering what on earth is this dumb girl doing. The looks that I saw... Sigh.. Honestly, I was so embarassed that i wanted to walk away from her and pretend that I didnt know her. I have absolutely no accquaintence with this weird gal. Sigh.....
In the end, I went over, slapt her head and said, "Ah girl ar.. Miss TXL, it's 'PULL', not push la...."
And she had the cheek to say.... "Oooooh..... Aiya, why never tell me? How i noe?"
Der.. What were your eyes for???
That's like one very embarassing event. Sigh....
Next, shall share with you two stories of my favorite or favourite. Depending on if u prefer American or British spelling. I totally "heart" these two stories...
When i read that, my mind was totally hit, big time... It really struck me. Just as what the moral of the story said. We always have a mindset that says, "If I cant choose this, I'll probably choose that." But in reality, the choices that we have to make is normally more than 1. So how do we expand our conscious mind? "Get out of the car", get rid of the logic reasoning structure. By doing so, we may gain more than what we may expect. AKA, in short, think out of the box, or rather, think out of the "car".
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
1st week of school
honestly, i was deciding between recapping 2007 or looking forward to 2008. I decided to be nostalgic later.. At least, after i have cleaned up my room.
No new year mood and atmosphere yet... My rabbit hole is as messy as ever........
1st week of school is.. Ok la.. Cant say that it's fantastic or whatever. Come on, it's school, for goodness sake. Modules are not that very thrilling. i have a feeling that i need to go CD shopping again. Hmm.. 400 bucks to claim for a year doesnt seem to be a lot you know..
Havent learnt much this week. Creativity was like totally crap. Zonked out most of the time. Couldnt understand what on earth were we talking about. Trying to at least. Sigh. Communication skill wise, sigh.. Learnt the same thing for two times a week seems pretty lame to me. Especially when i'm really doubtful of the stuffs that she "learnt from the workshop". The ending part on phonetics was ok. At least, it was more fun la. Haha.. Felt like a detective and genius when Noella and I were working on the strange looking words and writing the correct answers. Haha..
After that... Everything's a drag again... Bleah...................
O promise I'll be nostalgic when I've cleared my rabbit hole... NOw.. I so dont have noth extrinsic and intrinsic motivation de la......
Sigh... My results sucks....
Sigh, I've got new plans on my cross-over to BA programme. Thinking of doing BAs 2 to 3 years b4 the end of my bond. Or aft my bond, depending on my financial status.. So that I get to learn new stuffs on the go. If i do apply for it now. The stuffs that I learn would be about the same now. But if i wait a little longer.. New syllabus, new methods, new IT stuffs, new teaching strategies... At least that will last the next few year a little longer... Does it make sense to any of you? Owell......
Happy new year!!!!
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Name is Yi Fan. 4 September
Still struggling, trying to figure out why I am breathing.
Today you are you, that is truer than true.
There is no one alive who is youer than you.
your current hotties and coolies
i want/i need
scuba diving lessons
mechanical pencil lead
**Guitar** (Birthday gift anyone?)