I think ..... My heart is going to break down soon
Gosho Passage:
"Now, if you wish to attain Buddhahood, you have only to lower the banners of your arrogance, cast aside the staff of your anger, and devote yourself exclusively to the one vehicle of the Lotus Sutra. Worldly fame and profit are mere baubles of your present existence, and arrogance and prejudice are ties that will fetter you into a future one. Ah, you should be ashamed of them! And you should fear them too!"
Feel that it's kinda directing at me. It's scary. The world is changing. But I'm not. I'm struggling not to change. My heart's not taking it too well. Too stressful. As if I don't have anything else to stress over. I don't like stress. Not good for my health.