i'm a terribly mixed-up kid.
n confused
n contradicting
n fickle-minded
n totally unrealistic
n totally super-duper lucky
n broke
n sad
n so not determined
n so feel like crying right now.
n....... the list can go on.
I wish I didnt get it after all. Cos, since it's not going the way I want it. What's the use of having it in the first place when I have to totally abandon it anyway. What a waste of opportunity.
It's a small, lame and totally sianz world after all.