you know, sometimes I think I make the wrong choices all the time. Then it's time to reflect. I'm totally lame. I cant blame myself for not making the right choice. Come one, who makes the right choice all the time?
(Who? tell me who? only people from up above makes all the correct moves, i'm telling you)
After long periods of reflection. My conclusion is... that it is not that I made a wrong decision. It is that I did not follow my decision once I made it. That's where the failing part comes around.
严重的挫败感
It's all because of my poor results. Literally. I'll get over it soon. I know it. Since it's not the first time I failed anyway.