I just wish... Daytime was longer. I kinda freak out whenever I see the sky darkens and turns to night. It's like telling me the day is almost over. Day is gone and I've wasted another day. Darn.. I hate being old.
I see these 17-18 years old teens and I'm like thinking, wow.. They're super young! Youth is spurting out through their breathing pores. I was of that age once. But... Do I want to go back to that time? Sigh... Kinda.. Half-half I guess. Half me wanting to have so much energy, enthusiasm and courage to try and face new challenges. My heart feels ... old =(
On a happier thought. I feel that I'm getting smarter these days. All thanks to the readings that I'm forced to do. Hahahaha.... And speaking of challenges, I've forced myself to take up the analysis course. I'm super weak at analysing texts and analysing in general. Sooooo, I hope to overcome this fear, deepen my thoughts, widen my views on different topics and just become a more thoughtful person in general. Gone were the days when I speak out superficial thoughts. I'm going to be a more 'deep' person.
(Hahahahahaha.. I cant help but laugh at the last sentence. Me, a deeper person? Hahahaha)
我想要长大。做一个有担当,负责任的大人。 Be more thoughtful, considerate to other people. And oh! Be less selfish =)
Well, I actually intended to write an immensely and intensively long post. But... I lost thought. Hmmmmmm
Just saw Singapore's temperature on an overseas news station news. 22-30Degrees Celsius. Isnt the temperature difference a bit too much? And..... 22Degrees in Singapore? HA!!!!