Been feeling twisted lately. Ever since National Day. Much have been happening to me. I guess I'm too slow and thick to realise things. I'm so affected now. Damn. Right now, I so hate tt stupid SMS. But then, I only have myself to blame. My practice has been too lazy. So, right now, I'm being affected by my surrounding environment. Sighs..

I so hate Highs and Lows.. Where did my stable life condition go to?? Hey.. Eh.. Come back to me!! Come back!!!

Now I noe how SY felt when she was scolding Fuck on MSN. It really felt really good. Now I noe y would ppl out this word on their tip of their mouth all the time. It really suits any mood as or worse den what i am feeling now..

honestly.. From now on.. I'm jus going to psycho myself.

Title: I dun need you.

hell, who needs you. you disgusting faker!!!
Go to hell.
u dun deserve to go to heaven or anywhere else.
U should see how cruel u are, u name-caller. Shame on u.
Were u taught in ur Oh-so-holy place to call ppl names?
i think not. I pity the person. I pity the person who would see how revolting u are.

U live in a world of ur own.
U expect me to be always ready, ready to be called by you. To serve, adore and worship u.
GET REAL!!

I live in MY own world.
I can only adore ME.
I can only serve ME.
I can only love ME.
I can only WORSHIP ME!!
..... Who the bloody hell are u? U stupid muggle.

I am not someone who u treat as a spare tire.
I am an individual, I go where I want.
U ask where I go? HA!
U show ur concern to me...
Wohooo... So wat? I'm supposed to cry with tears at ur mercy?
Puhleeze.... U arrogant git! Stop all ur pretences.

U think, with a few words, u can wash away ur guilt.
U think with a stupid SMS, u can apologise and mend things.
It's all about what U THINK!!
What about me?
I'm sick and tired of having to act sweet with u.
The truth is..

I'm a lier. Down right evil lier.
I'll continue to lie to u.
At no cost, (it's my pleasure to serve you.)
I'll serve up the most delicious lies and u'd suck it up all the same.
Why?
haha.. Cos u're a sucker, of course.

But now, I'll torture myself for a while.
I'll tear down my mask now.
I'll tell you the truth.
Read it. Savour it. Eat it.
Then, forget about it.
Continue to be a sucker. Let my lies wash u over and over again, u stupid git.

For u, naive is a bless...... To me!! hahaa..
Dun feel inferior. Lots of ppl love naive girls.
Like me... Hang on there!
Dun die so fast.
Dun get depressed too quickly.

I still wan to try torturing you...........
Who says i dun need you?

I'm a lier, remember?

Wake up!
U and ur stupid gang.
Wake up!
And prepare to meet doom.





Ooher.. ya.. before i forget.. I am "touched" that you care! I'm practically crying. Ooher.. I see the light that u shine upon with me ur ridiculous, oops, er, i mean ur glorious words. OOooh.. You show me ur concern. I'm sobbing too hard.. ooh... u r like a dog, er.. i mean god who show me the way... (erm.. did i mention tt I belive in Buddha?) ohhhh.... Thank you so much, I'm truely entertained, ooher, I mean, enlightened....


Sleep well, my little angle, oops, angel...

Oyasumi ne!!