Finished updating Group B activity.
Came back from a hearty meal of steamboat. Left should aching. Still aching now, but I think I'm getting used to the pain now. It's not hurting a lot now.
Listening to MayDay now. 拥抱。
What a day. Not bad at all. Just that, I'm feeling kinda weird.
It's like....
You finally have something that you've always wanted. But then, you dun feel half as ecstatic as you thought you should have.
You finished something. But you're not sure if it was the correct thing that you should have done.
The roti prata looks the same. It's still cooked by the same person. It's still served in the same shop, located at the right junction, at the right street. But... It just doesn't taste the same anymore.
You know all the signs. You know that you'll get a hangover the next day, but you'll still drink til you get dead drunk and puke like nobody's business.
You know that you'll probably get punished for not doing the chores tt you're assigned to. But procrastination got the better of you. N you got punished. But when the same thing happens, it turns to a vicious cycle.
Your favorite idol/actress/singer has jus gotten himself/herself into some bad nasty scandal. You dunno if u should continue to support and treat the rumor as trash. Or believe it and be heart-broken over it.
Everything's pretty ambiguous to me now. I want to change. At least, that's what I think. But then, I dunno how to go about it.
I think.... I'm getting the.. "People have, so I must have that thing too" syndrome. Not a good sign.. Jealousy and envy get one nowhere. Remember that.
Breathe in....
Breathe out......
Listen to music........
Get really high to it...............
And forget all troubles..........................
BRILLIANT. I'm doing it =)
